Curiosity has always moved me into creation, growing up in an artistic family, consuming many kinds of art, had a big part in having the space for my imagination to flow.

I will always remember that moment when I said to myself, I can do this. The start of it all. The feeling was clear, the excitement was real, the vision was endless, the moment was full.

That first big move, it all made sense, felt oddly familiar. The unknown of my reality till this point kept me observant and focused on learning along the way, keeping focused on the intention.

Experiencing the ups and downs fully will guide you to a specific version of what you desire. This was when I started to see the options you have when knotting hair into a lace, creating hairlines became a fun obsession.

Each milestone you reach is filled with the emotions of your actions, a powerful moment. Soaking in it all with gratitude, taking a breath and continuing into the flow with excitement and curiosity for what you are creating.

The beginning of a possibility, a reality that makes me giggle inside now, remembering the feeling it was impossible to achieve but at the same time repeating the phrase “I’ll figure it out”, the shifting started instantly.

The year I will always remember, the start of going out into the world to select the systems, had me valuing the core of it all while giving me the space to surface parts of me for shedding to surrender to the process, for alignment, the balance of both creates the flow.

The saying everything is meant to happen exactly the way it happened, was living in my mind rent free. Consuming, learning and adapting. I remember the resistance feeling strong but the desire was stronger.

The feeling of it’s real, this is happening, started to come up, overwhelming in a beautiful way. The flow was high and consistent, so the importance of staying focused was high. The kid in me just dancing with joy, an interesting mix to experience, with a continued gratitude for it all.

Understanding the skills you develop through experiences is one thing, getting to see the results is another level of motivation. I remember the blissful feeling of successfully passing on the creative thoughts in mind and valuing the efforts required for the systems to have a result.

Moving with love, making decisions that can feel risky as, it always came down to staying in awareness with love. Meeting beautiful souls along the way and feeling the love and support and of course the excitement of what is to come. Experiencing the depth of self expression through the many layers of perspectives.